kertas terakhir

cam mana rasa tu?
rasa semakin malas nk study dan rasa nk org yg aku sayang selalu dtg dan ckp dgn aku,
"sayang, please baca buku, n finish ur final with flying colors k"

haha berangan je lebih, takdak makna nya,
aku bila stress need someone yg boleh marah aku dan buat aku nangis supaya aku bersemangat balik,,haha *pelikss

so lets finish this sem.
ending this sem by doing good in ur finals :D

i miss you.
yaa,, awak yang tengah baca nie la,,haha

semangat

lepas dapat soalan yg slide tu, serius aku hantam je apa yg aku ingat,
aku blank, aku rasa aku useless, loser, and semua laa

lepas tu aku ckp kat kawan aku, aku nk belajar n jawab2 soalan dgn dia, thanks, dlm elearning Allah bantu tlg aku ,
Alhamdulillah betul la lebih dr separuh,
aku harap carry marks aku membantu,

aku rasa aku byk dosa sbb tu la aku belajar tak berkat
aku rasa aku tak usaha n cepat sgt putus asa sejak akhir2 nie,

aku kena bangun dan bangkit,
jgn biar aku lemah lg,
belajar dari kesilapan.

"kalo ceq tak berjaya, abah yg teriak"
berderai ayaq mata aku,
mak aku teman aku nangis smlm,
maaaf mak, ceq takdak kekuatan nak teguq abah,
ceq rasa lemah. *tlg tembak diri nie

jom fokus, fokus dan terus fokus !

Leibster Award

Assalamualaikum and morning :D

haha im quite excited for receiving this challenge from my friend SiNuha !
first time in my life, i receive this such contest, it's cool!
thanks SiNuha!

ok , dun waste the time,
lets start :D

1) How tall are you?
 haha the truth, my height is just 150 cm, im too short among my lovely friends *but i know that is not a big deal

2) Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?
a) hmm, i can see me living with my cute family, in a small house, while me at the kitchen is cooking for them, my soleh husband is doing his job at the his room and my son are reading the books with his abi, my daughter are helping me for a dinner :)
b) im wearing a whitecoat n stay at my seat with my patients for listening their problems..
c) im in the lecture, teaching the new dental students
haha over kan? biarlaah :p

3) Which one do you prefer? Hot Cappucino / Green Tea / Apple Juices?
Apple juices maybe, but i do love coffee lately, *prs haha
4) How do you spend your weekend?
in Alex, the weekend only on Friday, so i just like to stay at home, and settle down my unfinished works :)

5) You cannot live without.....?
Allah, my first love
family
and of course ,my supportors, a.k.a friends

6) Are you a good babysitter?
haha inshaAllah im good in it, because i have handled my nieces and nephew since im 12 y/o
and i do love children so much !

7) If you have a chance,what are the last thing you want to do before you die?
a) I want to give my things as a wakaf to people
b) I want to replace my unprefect solat, n recite the holy Al Quran
c) spend time with my family espeacially my mum and dad.


8) Do you prefer cat or bunny?
i do love both of them.
i have kept a bunny a long time ago and also have cats at home

9) What are your greatest fear?
Azab neraka .. :(
Water, because i cant swim

10) What is your favourite colour?
delta go the green !
warna penyejuk mata :D

11) What is your childhood dream?
i could do whatever i want,
go wherever i want, 
learn swimming and self dependence

Alhamdulillah mission is completed!
sory SiNuha for a late post.

Final Exam

Assalamualaikum dan  hai semua :D
*ehem2 bahasa melayu k :p

ok..memandangkan km semua dentist tgh dlm fatrah final exam,, so km diberi tawaquf dari mana2 program kecuali program berbentuk akademik.

hari ini dah masuk seminggu km hadapi exam final.
dan km ada gap 5 hari utk exam seterusnya.
nampak mcm banyak tp sebenarnya tak pun,,huhu
sbb exam selepas nie sgt la byk dan bertimbun kertas dan tebal bukunya utk dibaca,,hoho
*mohon tembak doa kuat2

hari ini adalah exam presentation skill,
aku sgt la teruk present,,aku blank kot atas tu, ending dia aku pegang kertas,,aku tak getar tp aku blank membuatkan aku terus taktahu apa nk ckp,
badan aku mula panas dan peluh pecah kat dahi2 :(
aku rasa nk nangis, lepas tu je,,aku tahan nk nangis, naseb depan kawan, kalo sorang2 aku dah nangis dah,,huhu
*aku redha n tawakal je markah berapa pun , aku harap tu lah yg terbaik yg pernah aku dpt.inshaAllah

pastu habis je exam aku ada meeting kat teratak pukul 4.30
dan aku kena p amik surat jemputan kat cc.
aku jalan laju dan direct p cc,
sampai je library tutup dah
aku dah nak nangis tp tahan je,
aku msg aifa n bgtau dia, aku p kedai beli susu utk alas perut
kemudian naik teksi ke teratak.
*kena paw dgn pakcik teksi, redha je :(

dlm meeting aku mengantuk sgt, ntah la syndrom apa la yg kawal aku hari ni :(
habis meeting jumpa Mori, dia nk teman p daftar no baru,
rupanya no aku bukan atas nama dia. *sedih lg
atas nama Shahir a.k.a penasihat mtp *terkejut aku

dia pun p pggl shahir, n naseb la dekat je, then tunggu sambil mkn aiskrim *yumyum
Alhamdulillah dah selesai bab hp,
now u can call me as usual :D

balik je umah terus tido lepas solat,,hoho aku penat tak daya dahh :(
*thanks abi bg hadiah :D

now jom fokus study, aku kena study, byk nie :(
moga Allah permudahkan.
InshaAllah boleh !

Welcome To May :)

Assalamualaikum :)
hai this version will be in Malay :)

ok,,
selamat datang ke Bulan Rejab ,,lagi beberapa bulan lagi nak masuk Ramadhan dah,,ayuh persiapkan diri kita :D
selamat datang ke bulan May , May u come and go, please be nice with me :')
what a hectic may could be !
so get prepared everybody #PHYLOXDENT

bulan may kali nie penuh jadualnya dengan exam final, quizes, program efc, dan program2 lain dan meeting :')
hope it can be a booster for me to get ready for my finals :)

inshaAllah :)
doakan ya,, harap sgt doa2 kalian buat km di sini :')


nie haa,, jadual hecticnya, exam n quizes, meeting dan program kiv dlm jadual sendiri je :p

All the best #PHYLOXDENT

May Allah ease our way :D

see u next time :)

i wish i also can just talk n u may write this in my blog,

*angan nie,,haha

Comfortable

Assalamualaikum and haii everyone,,haha
long time to see u guys,, n i've a lot of story to share n i would like  to make an announcement :) inshaAllah

my life is quite busy and tough, no more time to do 'lagha' things
my life full of classes and sometimes work to do
my life goes well with my friends' laugh and cheer
did i left something to tell u?
hmm my weird things that i love most to do

huhu lets be a secret :)

next is, an ANNOUNCEMENT :)

hmm seem im not so good in English so i make this medium to start n keep practising my karat English,,haha
Alhamdulillah everything goes well as planned.
but sometimes I feel not so good to share with u guys in English because not so feel it when ur read it :(
so i make a decision to make some of my writing in Malay words.
hope this will help me to improve in English too as using a Malay sometimes.

thats it :)

lets studying ETHICS :D
may Allah ease our way :)
All the PhyloxDent :D

Marriage

A woman's du'a for her future husband

O Allah! Please grant me the one
Who will be the garment for my soul
Who will satisfy half of my deen
And in doing so make me whole
...
Make him righteous and on your path
In all he'll do and say
And sprinkle water on me at Fajr
Reminding me to pray

May he earn from halal sources
And spend within his means
May he seek Allah's guidance always
To fulfill all his dreams

May he always refer to Qur'an
and the Sunnah as his moral guide
May he thank and appreciate Allah
For the woman at his side

May he be conscious of his anger
And often fast and pray
Be charitable and sensitive
In every possible way

May he honor and protect me
And guide me in this life
And please Allah! Make me worthy
to be his loving wife

And finally, O Allah!
Make him abundant in love and laughter
In taqwa and sincerity
In striving for the hereafter!

here's a du'aa for muslimah to ask Allah for ur good spouse :)

I am looking forward to know and meet my husband in future :p
I hope he is the best guy who follow AlQuran's and Assunnah's order as well as obey to Allah :)

I dream to get married with Ustaz :D
because I think ustaz has great character to make me feel comfort and calm me down if i feel so badly in my actions :)
and I look for someone's who has well knowledge about Islam tought us, so he can manage our "Syurga Cinta' toward Jannah,, InshaAllah :)

*but im afraid of ustaz might have one more wives.. I hope my ustaz will just take care of me and my children,, amin :)

so just get ready to solah subuhh,,
may Allah ease our way :)